so mentally drained

Doreen — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 09:02:04 +0000

the previous two days were my first uni exams. So damn glad that’s over. now, i just need to focus on the MCQ paper tmr and next thur food science.

coming friday is the third week of my op. Time fly so fast. Next week is a month. yup, getting better. still swollen and stiff but it is getting better. But i still need the clutches. Physio today. God, so damn tiring, not physically but mentally. maybe i got too much things inside my head. Physio’s name is Conor. seriously, i find Caucasian abit nagging. The physio and my lecturers. LOL.

A approximate 6 months to go before the UK trip. AHHH, damn excited. by then i should be able to walk and run about already??????

i missed 2 of my friends’ 21st!!! arghh. damn guilty. anyway i had fun at joline’s 21st. Looking forward to next friday the steamboat at my house. Wonder if they still remembers it??? haha. Gotta go. i am barely starting to revise for tmr’s paper.

Its a masquerade partyyyyyy

first day of 2012

Doreen — Sun, 01 Jan 2012 07:42:16 +0000

A brand new year. but i’m not going say a brand new me. Abit cliche. haha. well, i can say i hope to be a better person than i am this year. In many ways.

2nd day at home after the surgery. Pain rate: 3/10. still manageable and i need to focus on my revision. freaking tired. my arms are aching due to the clutches. but i know my mom is the one who is working the hardest. she has to look after me, cook for me, paint the house, do housework, do spring cleaning. YES i know what’s she been doing for me, for this family. i am grateful. So irony that we can actually has a love-hate rls. Sometimes, my mom really irritates me. sometimes, she was so nice. her mood is so unpredictable. Maybe because of menopause? HAHA!

anyway, i’m gonna miss Shijun’s 21st!! i feel bad. because i said i will go. so sorry! Have fun okay! =D

Happy 21st! =D

alright. time for revision again. yawns! think i will be stuck at home for the entire week. I need fresh air!! praying that i can make it for Joline’s 21st. YES, this year a great number of 21st birthday.

until the next time!

Enjoy your party!!!!!!!!

Just one more day to the operation.

Doreen — Thu, 29 Dec 2011 11:54:30 +0000

December 30th 2011. 6 months later, i will be hoping to see a very active me running about.

Till then, i shall work very hard to achieve that. the time had changed to 8.30am in the morning rather than 12noon.

Am i scared? yup, i am terrified. this will be ONE of the hardest thing i would have done in my entire life. Is it worth it? i don’t know and i hope it is. so i shall see you guys in the new year 2012!

Happy 2012 in advanced, in case i miss it! =P

hopefully i can make it to my friends 21st!

2012 resolution:

1. play netball / tennis again.

2. Do well for my university studies

3. All my friends have a happy 21st! =D This is my year too!!

4. and of course, my family be happy and safe.

ta da~~ i shall see this blog of mine soon! =D